grief anniversary - Brenda Lee Free

grief anniversary

A collection of 4 posts

5 Years Since He Died

This morning around 8 am, it marked 5 years since Kevin took his last breathe on this earth. The past month, maybe two, I've been riding this intense wave of grief that I refused to believe was grief. I just figured I was moody, hormonal, annoyed from a

Finding Life in Ricketts Glen

I have wanted to visit Ricketts Glen State Park since I read this description on Wikipedia: "These sales left the Ricketts heirs with over 12,000 acres (4,900 ha) surrounding Ganoga Lake, Lake Jean and the glens area of the park. An area encompassing 22,000 acres (8,

He's Been Dead Too Long...

That day will be tomorrow. The day I've been dreading. The day Kevin will have been dead longer than I knew him. Why should this day matter so much? It really only matters as much as I focus on it, and, well, I'm focusing on it.

The Day He'll Have Been Dead Longer than I Knew Him

This morning I woke up with some anxiety. This tends to happen when I think back to Kevin lately. I feel like I think more about the fact that I'm a widow than I lost a husband. Kevin feels so distant from me. I don't hear