9 Months

9 Months.

It's hard to believe that in just 3 very short months it will be a full year. I'll have passed all those firsts. Right now I'm in the midst of passing all the things last year that were so painful, so uncertain, so scary.

But I'm doing ok. At almost the exact time Kevin passed 9 months ago this morning, I caught myself looking at the time. Hm. Never quite feels right.

..

9 months doesn't feel all that bad.