Family Never Knew I never knew just how alone you could feel, despite being surrounded by your family friends, and several hundred people. But tonight, I now know. And I kinda of wish I didn't. In a lot of ways, I wish I didn't know it was Christmas eve,
Holidays Last Christmas I feel a lot of emotions at this being the first Christmas without Kevin. I feel many emotions that our first Christmas together as a married couple, was also our last. It just doesn't feel fair or adequate for the feelings we felt throughout our 3+ years together
Faith Beautiful.. I heard this song tonight at LCBC's christmas service..and for the life of me, I can't remember the name, but it talks about eternity, life, death, and the beauty of salvation. And I cried..and it was beautiful. I'm doing ok-I'm
Family Back To "Life" I'm back to "life", whatever I make of it at this point. I'm adjusting to being back East, and I'm actually LOVING the snow. I like it's freshness and beauty. It's refreshing. Not to mention, I'm
Blogs I Like Christmas Card Wish This is the true story of a 5-yr old Lititz girl, Hannah Garman, who was diagnosed with glioblastoma multiforme, a rare and incurable brain tumor. She has been given 12 weeks to live and is currently in her 7th week. She was going to be the flower girl at a
Holidays Loss over the Holidays Experiencing loss just before the hoiday seasons is never easy. While I had a nice thanksgiving (and as usual ate WAY too much-haha), it was still so hard to experience this holiday without Kev. I really miss him so much. I haven't been able to cry for a
Life Sick on Thanksgiving Yes, I'm sick on thanksgiving. :( This stinks. It's so much harder to stuff yourself on thanksgiving when you can't breathe! What a beautiful day though for a thankful day. I hope you all count your blessings and give thanks for the amazing things in
Friends ThanksGIVing I really wanted to focus on the true idea of the holidays this year. With everything that has happened, I realize just how important the REAL concept of the holidays are. Water Street Rescue Mission, especially this year, is in dire need of goods for the holiday season. Here is
Faith Brr... It's hard for me to believe that yesterday I awoke to a white world pre-Thanksgiving! I don't remember the last time that I experienced a thanksgiving week that was so cold, and white. Despite not really being ready for it, it was beautiful to see. It
Life Not Quite Ready I am just not quite ready to face the crowds/questions at church. I love seeing friends and family, but some things, I'm just not yet prepared for. So, instead, I spent the morning organizing my bedroom. It's the first time I've cleaned/organized
